My Anti-Bucket List: 50 Things I Do NOT Want to Do

I have heard and read about people making anti-bucket list ideas, and thought it was interesting. I read a few posts people have made about what is on their anti-bucket list, and have decided to make my own list.

Here is what I do NOT want to do in my life:

1. I do not want to be shy to the point of missing out on wonderful opportunities, or risks that are worth taking
2. I do not want to be addicted to my phone
3. I do not want to spend all of my free time inside
4. I do not want to have many regrets
5. I do not want to care about what other people think of me
6. I do not want to keep worrying about the past/future
7. I do not want to feel jealous about the things other people have/are doing
8. I do not want to be around toxic people/have toxic people in my life
9. I do not want to live my life based on what others think.
10. I do not say things that I will regret saying later on
11. I do not want to hate myself
12. I do not want to compare myself to others
13. I do not want to treat myself badly
14. I do not want to set goals and then not do them (or not try to achieve them)
15. I do not want to hold back on saying every little thing that I want to say
16. I do not want to feel as awkward about things as I do now
17. I do not want to repeat mistakes
18. I do not want to feel disconnected with others
19. I do not want my life to be entirely boring
20. I do not want to stop learning
21. I do not want to stop growing
22. I do not want to follow someone else's path
23. I do not want to be with people who tear me down
24. I do not want to miss exploring the world
25. I do not want to do things just because I feel obligated to
26. I do not want to ever give up
27. I do not want to give up on my dreams
28. I do not want to NOT make a difference in someone's life
29. I do not want to hold on to things that I no longer need
30. I do not want to keep things bottled up until I explode
31. I do not want to feel bad for saying no sometimes
32. I do not want to feel/be scared of everything
33. I do not want to live beyond my means
34. I do not want to take anything for granted
35. I do not want to second-guess my decisions
36. I do not want to stop reading
37. I do not want to be scared of death
38. I do not want to judge people before getting to know them
39. I do not want to do things that would harm/hurt myself or others
40. I do not want to sing karaoke (I know I do not have a good singing voice, and I don't want to feel embarassed)
41. I do not want to feel bad/ashamed for being who/the way I am
42. I do not want to live in the past
43. I do not want to get drunk, and then do things that I will regret later
44. I do not want to do (illegal/hard) drugs
45. I do not want to not be in the present
46. I do not want to not be/feel confident in myself
47. I do not want to stay in my comfort zone forever
48. I do not want to be afraid of people
49. I do not want to be afraid of talking to people
50. I do not want to be afraid of helping people